Complicated to Simple

Things are not going the way i want them to be.
Am i now...
Upset?
Down?
Lost?
Frustrated?
Hatred?
Angry?
Disappointed?
Losing heat?
Heartless?
sad to say i hit quite a few on the list but at the same time
i'm glad to find out
i dont feel frustrated..erm maybe abit actually~
not hating anyone~
neither angry at anyone~

i have seen many wonder around the line of LOVE and HATRED.
which is sad...
always ask myself.
"Before split apart,loving each other so much and why must things END with frustration?with hatred?"
Loving a person to death this momment and hate the person to death the next.
creating such negative brain waves do no good to both parties...i believe.

Letting go is also an option如果得不到，放弃也是一种选择。(Quote from suat wei ^^).it's valid and bring less harm to both hearts.
can u imagine how tiring can it be to kill your precious brain cells and leaving your body with more cancer cells just because a person,an unpleasant occation,a sad momment?i personally think this is much more cruel and terrible punishment than physical ones.man! get some life and get over the past!

So...
We should live in the present with our past guiding us from behind,
and the future showing us the way to go!
And not living in the past and miss everything nice u have now and those waiting u ahead.

So will always remind myself to 看破，放下，自在。
See through things,Let go of them,Feel free~
=)