Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Where is she??

Always wanted to be loved and to love someone.
was waiting for the girl to come.
was not patient enough.
couldnt stay and just wait.
went in and out of crushes.
empty handed.
heart is losing heat.
it's getting colder and colder.

i know i'm choosey.
cuz i aint want to fool around.
cuz i want something true and and simple.
not the complicated ones.
in the end of the wishing list.
(screw the list!)
i just need a girl.
who understand me well.
speaks to my heart like how it speak to her.
hold my hands and show me the way when i'm lost.
give me a hug when i'm cold and terrified.
the body heat speaks.
hugs are meaningless unless it's true.
true refers to pure and real feelings.
nothing more...

have i found her??
is she the one??
am i the one she's looking for??
question by question flies through my head.
i'm tired...very.
tired of flying.from one to another crush.
(wonder why traffic control in my love traffic is so bad)
i want to land.somewhere safe.
found the airport.seems to be the correct one.
parking's full.
shall i land??



"one thing you can be sure of,
i never ask for more than your love."
-nothing is gonna change my love for you-